20 Things I Want to Do before I Die

I thought I should cheer myself up by thinking of all those things that for me are mindblowing. So, it’ll start easy by choosing 20 :

1. Go on a horse ride along some romantic park. Not literally on a horse ride but on a carriage. This has to be with a beloved one. I am specific about it.
2. Be able to play and sing a full song “beautifully” to a small crowd. I could sing and play with the guitar anything anyhow, but the point is that it has to sound nice
3. Find a job that I feel comfortable in, that can sustain me and that allows me to get some present or another on particular occasions.
4. Have a family of my own.
5. Get married. In my particular case this is a rather symbolic. Having had a disfunctional family and having felt a bit out of the picture all of my life, I have always dreamt about a day when I can splash out and be all about myself. Being an only child is not as fun as it seems if you dont have anyone to spoil you.
6. Revisit all of those feelings and get over them.
7. Live and work in another continent.
8. Make up my mind about the different religions in the world
9. Relearning French and learning a bit of Dutch.
10. Get a tattoo
11. Live next to the sea and never underestimate it!
12. Have a marvellous cat! and maybe a dog! I’ve been hoping to do this for years now!
13. Have a unique house, designed with my help and built with my supervision.
    
14. Live in a house with very high ceilings and big big windows! And have a super elegant room only for myself to chill.
15. Also, I’ve always dreamt of having a walk in wardrobe!
    
16. Have bilingual (at least) children.
17. Ride my bike to work.
18. I do never want to forget what it feels like to be young, and what it felt like to be on Erasmus.
19. I want to learn how to cook properly
20. I want to be happy
    

It feels good to think of the future

LA ESTACIÓN

Esa estación que siempre me ve, qué dirá.
Entro mano a maleta, dos extensiones de mí que en menos de un metro encierran mis ilusiones.
Paso tembloroso, latido firme, vista baja y ánimo perdido.
Entro y mi paso es fuerte, como si al andar fuerte mis esperanzas fueran a cumplirse mas rápido.
Mi corazón va rapido, le pido que me espere pero no hay nada que hacer. Cuando la estación me ve mi corazón no puede esperar.
Vista baja, estoy concentrada y mis ojos no quieren mirar sin ver lo que espero.

Ánimo perdido ambas veces.

Al entrar mi ánimo está como perdido por las emociones que está viviendo.Pienso: porqué he de dejar esto
siempre que le quiero ver, pero lo hago porque así soy yo, y eso es lo que necesito.

Las estaciones son los templos donde mi corazón anida y despierta.

Cuando salgo recojo mi corazon allí, que es donde todo empieza.

Vuelvo y le dejo en la estación, sin que lo sepa, mis sentimientos en una esquina, sin que molesten, pero no me los puedo llevar,
que pesan mucho y yo solo me puedo tener a mi.

La mayoría de las veces la gente en la estación no existe. Cuando estoy ahí puedo llorar, puedo sonreir, reirme, caerme, ¡lo que sea!
porque ahi no hay nadie mas que yo y las dimensiones que mis sentimientos desbocados quieran adquirir.

PARA TI, QUE SABRÍAS QUIÉN ERES SI ME PUDIERAS ENTENDER.

Thinking of my birthday?

For those of us who love shows like Lipstick Jungle, Sex and the City, Gossip Girl… Here there are some websites to get our ideal presents from Why is it that boys always find it so difficult to get us presents? Well, I am sick and tired of it! Here it is, I made it clear: boyfriends of the world, unite and start the search for the perfect Christmas present already! Beware!

http://www.etsy.com

Def the best one!

http://eclecticeccentricity.bigcartel.com/

I personally like that one a lot, but I admit only very particular people might like it

http://www.supermarkethq.com/browse/wear_carry/jewelry

Similar to the first one, but it is easier to find stuff in the first one really

Girls, jewelry and cupcakes always go together