If anyone out there thinks love is easy, please contact me!

Aun y todo,  Feliz dia Internacional de la mujer!!

20 Things I Want to Do before I Die

I thought I should cheer myself up by thinking of all those things that for me are mindblowing. So, it’ll start easy by choosing 20 :

1. Go on a horse ride along some romantic park. Not literally on a horse ride but on a carriage. This has to be with a beloved one. I am specific about it.
2. Be able to play and sing a full song “beautifully” to a small crowd. I could sing and play with the guitar anything anyhow, but the point is that it has to sound nice
3. Find a job that I feel comfortable in, that can sustain me and that allows me to get some present or another on particular occasions.
4. Have a family of my own.
5. Get married. In my particular case this is a rather symbolic. Having had a disfunctional family and having felt a bit out of the picture all of my life, I have always dreamt about a day when I can splash out and be all about myself. Being an only child is not as fun as it seems if you dont have anyone to spoil you.
6. Revisit all of those feelings and get over them.
7. Live and work in another continent.
8. Make up my mind about the different religions in the world
9. Relearning French and learning a bit of Dutch.
10. Get a tattoo
11. Live next to the sea and never underestimate it!
12. Have a marvellous cat! and maybe a dog! I’ve been hoping to do this for years now!
13. Have a unique house, designed with my help and built with my supervision.
    
14. Live in a house with very high ceilings and big big windows! And have a super elegant room only for myself to chill.
15. Also, I’ve always dreamt of having a walk in wardrobe!
    
16. Have bilingual (at least) children.
17. Ride my bike to work.
18. I do never want to forget what it feels like to be young, and what it felt like to be on Erasmus.
19. I want to learn how to cook properly
20. I want to be happy
    

It feels good to think of the future

LA ESTACIÓN

Esa estación que siempre me ve, qué dirá.
Entro mano a maleta, dos extensiones de mí que en menos de un metro encierran mis ilusiones.
Paso tembloroso, latido firme, vista baja y ánimo perdido.
Entro y mi paso es fuerte, como si al andar fuerte mis esperanzas fueran a cumplirse mas rápido.
Mi corazón va rapido, le pido que me espere pero no hay nada que hacer. Cuando la estación me ve mi corazón no puede esperar.
Vista baja, estoy concentrada y mis ojos no quieren mirar sin ver lo que espero.

Ánimo perdido ambas veces.

Al entrar mi ánimo está como perdido por las emociones que está viviendo.Pienso: porqué he de dejar esto
siempre que le quiero ver, pero lo hago porque así soy yo, y eso es lo que necesito.

Las estaciones son los templos donde mi corazón anida y despierta.

Cuando salgo recojo mi corazon allí, que es donde todo empieza.

Vuelvo y le dejo en la estación, sin que lo sepa, mis sentimientos en una esquina, sin que molesten, pero no me los puedo llevar,
que pesan mucho y yo solo me puedo tener a mi.

La mayoría de las veces la gente en la estación no existe. Cuando estoy ahí puedo llorar, puedo sonreir, reirme, caerme, ¡lo que sea!
porque ahi no hay nadie mas que yo y las dimensiones que mis sentimientos desbocados quieran adquirir.

PARA TI, QUE SABRÍAS QUIÉN ERES SI ME PUDIERAS ENTENDER.

How we develop…

 First Dakota by Stereophonics

Now It Means Nothing by Stereophonics

And yeah, this blog is about art, it is about you and me too because all we are when we are together is beautiful.

Cheesy Moment of the Week

i love you much(most beautiful darling)

i love you much(most beautiful darling)

more than anyone on the earth and i
like you better than everything in the sky

-sunlight and singing welcome your coming

although winter may be everywhere
with such a silence and such a darkness
noone can quite begin to guess

(except my life)the true time of year-

and if what calls itself a world should have
the luck to hear such singing(or glimpse such
sunlight as will leap higher than high
through gayer than gayest someone’s heart at your each

nearness)everyone certainly would(my
most beautiful darling)believe in nothing but love

e.e. cummings