LA ESTACIÓN

Esa estación que siempre me ve, qué dirá.
Entro mano a maleta, dos extensiones de mí que en menos de un metro encierran mis ilusiones.
Paso tembloroso, latido firme, vista baja y ánimo perdido.
Entro y mi paso es fuerte, como si al andar fuerte mis esperanzas fueran a cumplirse mas rápido.
Mi corazón va rapido, le pido que me espere pero no hay nada que hacer. Cuando la estación me ve mi corazón no puede esperar.
Vista baja, estoy concentrada y mis ojos no quieren mirar sin ver lo que espero.

Ánimo perdido ambas veces.

Al entrar mi ánimo está como perdido por las emociones que está viviendo.Pienso: porqué he de dejar esto
siempre que le quiero ver, pero lo hago porque así soy yo, y eso es lo que necesito.

Las estaciones son los templos donde mi corazón anida y despierta.

Cuando salgo recojo mi corazon allí, que es donde todo empieza.

Vuelvo y le dejo en la estación, sin que lo sepa, mis sentimientos en una esquina, sin que molesten, pero no me los puedo llevar,
que pesan mucho y yo solo me puedo tener a mi.

La mayoría de las veces la gente en la estación no existe. Cuando estoy ahí puedo llorar, puedo sonreir, reirme, caerme, ¡lo que sea!
porque ahi no hay nadie mas que yo y las dimensiones que mis sentimientos desbocados quieran adquirir.

PARA TI, QUE SABRÍAS QUIÉN ERES SI ME PUDIERAS ENTENDER.

The Apprentice and its moral

Somehow all of us have read, seen or heard about The Apprentice. For those that arent familiar with it, it could be described as the one hour on tv when a bunch of superstars in business terms try to win the other bunch of super amazing business people. This, of course, is achieved by the Malcolm X attitude “by any means at all”.

So, I question myself and my morals. I did not support the Irak war, I do not approve of the harsh approach, I do not believe in the authoritarian figures, but even so I truly enjoy seeing Sir Alan Sugar being above good and evil. Am I just one of those fake people we can all think of? If i think about it I can come up with at least 10 people with the go-get-it mind set, but I never thought of myself as a hypocrite saying no to it and then promoting it on tv.

Being in my 20s is far more interesting than expected, getting to know myself and how controversial most of the things in life are is teaching me not to judge.

I apologize to you for having judged you, I had no right.

Sorry, I’m from the 80s

“Thomas Beatie gives The Advocate a first-person account of how it feels to be pregnant and carrying a child for his wife and himself. ” from http://advocate.com/exclusive_detail.asp?id=52947&page=2

When a man is a man that was a man in the shape of a woman and decided that being a man is no longer what suits him best so he decides using his former female characteristics… then, why in the first place him being a man still keeps his female body and why in the second place would a man want to experience something women can only feel and therefore understand?

 At first I thought I was positive about this, him being able to “provide” for the couple, but then, was it not his nature that told him he was really a man? Is it as unfair as I seem to be seeing it? yeah yeah, ok, it is really good cause his wife could not get pregnant etc but come on, if you are a man you should not be able or even want to experience pregnancy.

I am from the 80s, all these types of news, obviously, overwhelm me. Give me time, cause how is that saying in Spanish “renovarse o morir”.